Jackie's story

when I turned 30 is when I became alive. I was with men most of my life. I always wondered why I was jealous when I was younger when my best friend would hang out with other girls. I didn’t realize I had crushes on all of my female friends. When I was 28 I was in Massage school and my teacher was a lesbian and I talked about a female friend I was obsessing over her and i told my teacher I had a boyfriend and was happy with him which was a lie. I turned 30 saw the show south of nowhere and wanted a relationship like Ashely and Spencer. I got on a Fan page and meet my first Girl friend. I went from New Jersey all the way to Florida to see her and the sex was amazing. I wend down on her and kissed her and felt alive. The brake up almost put me away.

But it was my Second and current girlfriend of two years who really made me come alive man I realized really quick what i never had with guys.

It is hard for me to be open at home though . I am from a strict catholic back around. My parents don’t accept my life style at all. They told me they will cut me out of the will if I move out to CAli. I really want to be with my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I want to live and be loved by another woman and want my family’s acceptance. My girl and I need to figure out where we are going to live. I am 33 and still afraid to leave home. But i know that I want kids with another woman. Making love to another woman is the best and most perfect act in the world.

I am so happy for you Tracy and Stamie, I think you have a great relationship. The kids are very cute.